Thursday, 18 August 2011

51st post: Human, people, satisfaction.

Assalamualaikum. Heya. Lately, things have been pretty hectic, I should say. *I think I always said that my life is full of thorns here.* Well, you know, even a bed of roses, you still have thorns. Well, TESL is kinda difficult. But that's something else. That is not the main idea which I am trying to concede about. *I just learn the word CONCEDE in my Reading class. Hihi. Just feel like I wanna use it*

The main idea of my post is >>>>>>> It is hard to satisfy human's need.
Do you actually agree with me?

Well, lets see some situation shall we?

Situation 1:
E : Hey, I don't like her. Too cheeky to be my friend.
F : What? If you don't like her, then don't say bad things about her. She might hear you. And then, she might dislikes you.
E : So what? *Rolling eyes as if she's a real perfectionist. Yeah right!*
And then, F go to G and said,
 F : I hate her. As if she's very pious and everything. Go to fISHing *I am intended to thrash-talk. But, my mum prohibited me to do so* hell. 
G : Oh really?

Okay, the character F, I really want you to take this post by heart. I really want you to read this and I want you to change. Not because I want to humiliate you in front of the whole wide world. No! I did this, because you are my friend. I want to help you. You keep saying to me, you want to change for good, right? So this is your chance. Grab it.

I am not a good adviser, myself. I always commit sins, I always do bad things. Because I am a human. *Well, didn't that sound really cliche?*

That is why, you said that I am just a moron who thinks I am good enough to advise you. Right? Don't worry. I will never ever going to say anything after this. Not even a single word from, I promise. Insyallah. You can go and rant to someone else. Go rant to who cares and could you good advises.

To the PERSON who read this,
I meant no harm. I don't meant to bruise your ego or anything.
I just want to open your eyes, see the real, naked truth about YOUR-UGLY-SELF.
If a baby swan could change from ugly to pretty, you could do so too. I just wish that you would want to change. That's it! 
Foot note: I just a normal girl. A human. With lots of sins and faults. From the bottom of my heart, I am very sorry for my every wrongdoings.



Friday, 12 August 2011

50th Post: Roomies (:

Heya people. LOL. Its been two months since I've been here but I never post anything about my dearest roommates. Okay, this might sounds corny, over-absurdly-mushy and everything. But, my life have been really awesome with them. *Okay, now say the AWESOME part with diva-like attitude. LOL

Okay, to be honest. At first I was afraid that I couldn't fit in with them. Because well, I am notoriously well-know for being a social recluse. Back in the past, in UTHM. I couldn't fit in. But, Alhamdullilah, here, I feel like at home. Well, its very homey. *I can see that you are now reading my post with awe. And you would probably said "Awww"* Geddit?

Okay okay. Enough of blabbering stuffs. Back to the business *As if*. Lets scroll down and meet my roomies.

Well, to be honest, she is the catalyst for my turning point. Even though she's a bit pushy which inherited a lot form my mother. *Aliya, I think you are know ready to be a mother.* Yes, she could be very pushy and yet such a darling at the same time. I learn so many things from her. I learn to compete with her, healthily. Don't worry, no body is sacrificed, yet. She helps me a lot in things. A very good motivator. Could make me as if I am ten feet tall at the same time could make me feel as if I am just being reprimand by my mom. One thing for sure, she is a very good friend. I love you, mucho, Aliya Khairuddin! 
Qama. To be honest, I never thought I would befriend with the friend of my crush. Geddit? You are confused, I can see that. She's very cool. I never saw her having bad times. So very happy-go-lucky. She's very good at covering her emotions. A very strong and independent girl. She's very confident of herself. Never care about what others think about her. And, always thrash-talking by accident. But, she repented now. Good girl, Siti Qamarina Hamzah! I love you thissssssss much. :HUGS:

Fatin. The Kedahans. Pheww. She always there to accompany me to the toilet. Yeah. I am scared to death of the dark. And, she always there whenever I asked her to accompany me. Thanks Fatin. Besides, she's always have her own way of defining things. She's not judgmental and rarely have stigma or being skeptic towards people around her. Very fashionable and yet very humble. Could be very quiet but could laugh to her highest, possible octaves. Is a very good friend and companion indeed. Very cool and very talkative. I hate you Fatin Ameerah because you make me love you.

Hugs and kisses for you guys. Lots of em. Muah Muah MUAHHHHHH! May Allah bless you guys for eternal. May all your wishes come true. May you guys be cherished with happiness and lots of loves.

Love this much,
Emme (:

Thursday, 11 August 2011

Ramadhan in UiTM Alor Gajah

Assalamualaikum. Wow, it's quite a long duration of time since the last time I updated my blog. I have been very busy. Lots of quizzes, tests, and assignments. Add up with some MUET preparation and yeah, presentations. Couldn't my life be better that this? LOL. Okay, I was just being sarcastic. This is life in university people. That is why you learn College Study Skills. Geddit?

Well, to be very transparent, I don't like the atmosphere of Ramadhan here. Let me tell you why.

First of all, *drumrolls*, I always missed my sahur. Yeah, figuratively and literally, its not entirely this place's fault. Its mine. The bed is too comfortable. Actually, I feel comfortable everywhere as long I could sleep at that very place. As a conclusion, if I could sleep like a baby in that certain place, the place is comfortable. Eve a horse den? Yes! Even a horse den. Thank Allah I have a very good friends and roommates who always woke this sleepyhead up during sahur so this big-eater could eat as much as she could. Hey, its for the whole day okay!

Second. I don't like the people here. Actually everybody do this. But still, I hated it. In fact I am still hating it and will always hate it. The reference word IT refers to thrash talking. Yeah, you know what I'm saying. And I'm pretty sure you did it too. ~ I'm just joking. No offense. I don't know if its the fact that that is how Malaccan speak or whatever. But still, does it kill you to stop swearing and cursing people with all those F*** word? Instead of saying the curse and everything, why don't you go and slap you mouth. Do it real hard okay?

Third, I am miles away from my parents. Well, I don't mind to be far from my siblings because we could texted each other. Besides, Skype is always available even though I don't have the idea of using it. Plus, I always call them. So, no biggie. But, being far away from my parents is definitely a killer. Well, I am a spoil brat. In some ways. And, to be far from my parents, its a struggle man! Well, I don't get the chance to go back to Sarawak during mid-sem break because of some work to do. Its not entirely my fault though. Its just that, I need to do some assignment. My mum asked if I want to go back or not. But, seriously, do I get to decide it? Do I have a choice. *Now, please say NO out loud. If your friends felt weird, quickly ask then to read my post. Okay?

So, those are the pathetic reasons on why I hated have my Ramadhan here. Peace yaw. Why don't you tell me how was your Ramadhan so far as a university student. 
# But I'm pretty sure yours are not as pathetic as mine. But still, My Dad is Better Than Your Dad! *Err, I can't connect the dots*