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Change * Manglish, AGAIN!

Assalamualaikum. Hiya. Have you ever heard this quote :

People change.

Ever heard of that? Sadly, not everyone can accept when you want to change for good. Contohnya, bila anda ingin berubah dari tidak memakai tudung kepada memakai tudung. People will respond both in positive and negative ways. If postitive, the people would say :


1. Alhamdulillah you have changed for good
2. You look prettier when you wear hijabi.
3. I pray for you that you will wear hijabi forever.





But, if people can't accept you when you changed for good, they would something like these:

1. Bajet alim lah kau.
2. Apasal kau pakai tudung? Dandruff?
3. Weh, kau pakai tudung, dah gaya macam ustazah dah.

SEE, typical Malaysia. Is it that hard to accept changes? Muhasabahlah diri kita bersama. I am not sharing this post just o show to the world that I am alim and everything.
NO! Definitely no. I never want to gain publicity for controversialists writing or anything. No. I just want to share my thoughts. My tiny weeny thoughts. Don't take it the wrong way, people.

And I am so very really sorry if I hurt your feelings when you read my writings. 

Syukur! *Being grateful

Assalamualaikum. Ever since I wrote about COUPLE, people started to give more feedback than I thought I would. Numbers of comments, and he article even being shared once by anonymous. Thanks a lot. Syukran. Lots of loves for you guys.

Now, I want to share something about being grateful. Grateful means bersyukur. In my own definition, be grateful means, I accept what I get and say Alhamdullilah. And then, if I don't get what I want, it means that I don't deserve the thing that I want, yet.

How do you define "syukur" ?

Lately, I sensed that I am being less grateful *Actually, this started long ago, but only now I realize about this. LOL*. Yeah, I am not being grateful.

Situation 1 :

B : Ainaa, congratulations on your SPM result!
A : Nahh, it was nothing. I only got few A's only. Not straight A's

- complete with muka-minta-penampar

Situation 2 :

A : What do you get for your trial SPM?
T : I got 4A's. You?
A : I only got 8A's
T : Awesome! Straight A's will be in your grasp, man!
A : I wish - with muka-tak-boleh-blah!

Situation 3 :

R : You got interview for TESL?
A : Yep!
R : Congrats!
A : Yeah. Thanks. Whatever.

Situation 4 :

Anonymous : Ahhh, nak balik! - mak kat dalam johor je
A : - dengar sambil rasa macam nak cakap :  WOI, MAK KAU KAT JOHOR JE! NAK BALIK, BALIK LAH! MANGKUKS,

PS I didn't say a word because thinking that I might hurt her feelings.

.'. You should be grateful if :

1. You still got your parents
2. You got what you want even though it is not exactly what you want
3. You have perfect body and everything - not handicapped, I mean

PS Even if you are not beautiful, so WHAT? It might be because of you are not your own taste. Someone out there might be jealous of you beauty. So, be grateful and chill!


Below are just a few examples to show the ungratefulness * I am not being grateful enough*. There are lots more we did every single seconds, every single minutes, hours, days, months, years. Yeah. You might be thinking you are being modest, down-to-earth and everything. But, no you are not. I see myself as being denial whenever I am not being grateful. And that is why, I try to change this. But still, changes does not occur in sec just like that. It takes times. Loads of 'em.

When people say to me,
"Hey, you are cute!"
I would say,
"Choose. Kick or punch?"

Actually, I should say like this.

"Thank you very much. This is all from Him."

See, being grateful ain't that hard, peeps! So, next time, if people compliment you, or congratulate you, WHAT SHOULD YOU DO?

YES! Say Alhamdulillah and thank you Allah for His greatest gift *even if you think you are not the same as what people say when they complimented you*

PS I am so very sorry if any of you feel aggravated, or mad, or pissed off with my recent writing! Unintended,

okay, WTH. Let's try this (:

Hiya. It's been ages since I last updated my blog. - Yeah, I know. I've been quite busy. Last night, I chatted with my friend, Azzim. We had quite a fun time together - I'm LOLing. - BTW, do you know that OMG and LOL and <3 is now available in the latest Oxford English Dictionary? Cool eyy?

Okay, this is it! - ALittleConfession

I LIKE YOU, but it's not worth it. Being in a relationship is a burden. Either to you or me. It's the same.

I HAD A CRUSH ON YOU, but still, just a crush is nothing. It is still HARAM.

I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I LIKE YOU,  but still, this is totally unimportant. And I don't want you to know about this because this might hurt our friendship. Friendship till the end, eyy.

PS Don't worry about this, its just a plain crush. Not worth even a penny. Weeee. I don't a man to live, yet (except for my father and my siblings.) Teehee.

I am a strong, independent woman who does not need a man by my side, yet. - I wish this so so so bad!

That's all. Thank you for reading this crap. (:

It's been a really hectic week, people!

Hiya. My weekend wasn't so great. In contrast, it was really really exhausting. *Okay hyperbola! Backhand please. The residental college where I stayed for the past eleven weeks *torture* just held some sort of occasion. Gegar TF. Seems like the programme wasn't that fun though. It was quite boring actually. Except for the cultural performances on that Saturday night. It was absolutely spectacular *proud*. First batch of pre-diploma students won 1st runner up and 2nd runner up. Isn't that something that should be proud of?

And then, on Sunday. Because of extreme exhaustion from the last day, I just bunked off and slept in till the clock stroke 10. *For sure my mom would babbled non-stop if she know I slept in till 10. Teehee. I didn't even touch my stacked-up assignments. *naughty!*. And then, that afternoon I went to BP Mall to find some gifts for my two little dearest, Iffah and Ofi. Their birthday bash will be held in the future weeks I guess. Can't wait!

On Monday *which is today! I watched The Sorcerer's Apperentice this morning for my group assignment. And then we headed to E15 for English Grammar. But the subject was cancelled *sigh* and I just hopped on the bus and headed back to my room. Grabbed my things and headed back to Pusat Niaga Siswa. Photostat certain docs and had my lunch *tempe+sambal kicap, chicken curry, Yummy! Then, went back to my room. Solat. Then, take a nap. At three, I ran to the library *group discussion*. At 5 went back to my room. Sadly, I left my key in my room. I was locked from outside * Total jerk, I am!* So now, I just hang out at my classmates' room. 

Till then, bye!

*assalamualaikum!

Crush (:

Ever had a CRUSH on someone? No? (Liar! :P ). I am really sure each and every one of us have a crush on someone. And, that shall depends on the person whether he or she wants his or her crush to be tall, or short. Long hair, or army haircut. Alabaster-skinned or dark. Depends on individual's taste. Well, I also had a crush on someone. I HAD a crush on someone. It happened when I was in Form Three. He was my classmate. We were very close. Yeah, like real BFF, you know. And I had a crush on him for three years. THREE YEARS, PEOPLE (Amazing eyy?). But, I don't like commitment in relationship. The only commitment I could think of is being a good child towards my parents (Ma and Ayah) and be a well-behaved sibling (:

Okay, back to the trilogy of my crush-pathetic-story. This guy is quite tall. About 6'2", I guess. Slim, lanky figure. Messy hair. Hate tucking his shirt in (yeah, he's notorious! Back then, I liked bad boys.). But, know what? I gave up on him. Because he was demanding! He said to me - I need you to gain some weight, wear something to look more feminine and yada yada yada I DON'T CARE! I was like, WTH man! No way, for Allah's sake I would change my entire life just for a silly guy who doesn't have even a penny in his pocket.

PS : To all people out there, be YOURSELF. I mean, be your BEST-self.
It's actually not wrong to like someone, okay. Enjoy your life to the fullest. Be a good slave towards Allah, love your family and love yourself. Happy seeking your soulmates. (Yucks!)

Enjoy the song (:

Random (:

Let's watch this video for a while. Marry Me by Bruno Mars. Enjoy!

 This is just a cover. I tried to find the original music video.
Sadly, I failed! Sobs, )':




PS : Korochan is warded yesterday because of bronchiolitis. Pray for him, okay! (I'm begging!) Thank you (:
Happy listening.